So school's starting tomorrow . Gonna be a busy month for most of us . Gathering & sports practice . My homeworks are undone . Or I shall say it untouched , except for Add Maths . Honestly , that's the only homework I will do . It's not that I like Add Maths , it's because of the teacher who's teaching Add Maths . Fierce :( scary . We will never dare to make noise when we know she's gonna come in our class . Hehe . MGS Gathering is on the 25th of February . I'm somehow scared for it cause we are against SMI . D: so anyways , I think I'm auditioning for marching competition tomorrow ? Or maybe other days ? Nervous . Did not march for almost half a year . I wonder if I still know the basic ones . I hope I do but I'm pretty sure that I've already forgotten how to belok . I mean , I can never belok perfectly :( so yeah , whatever . Gonna try my best ! Sports practice is gonna start on the 9th of February . 2nd week of February . :( supposed to burn my fats during CNY but I did not . Who would go for gym or jogging during CNY ? Maybe some athletic people will but not me . All I did was eat & eat & eat even more ! School's starting tomorrow & I'm very sure that I will not go jogging . FOR SURE . So tell me , how am I gonna run for sports practice ? :( anyways , I'm NOT planning to run for this year . Wanna take a break . Been running for the school for 2 years ? Seems so short but trust me , IT IS VERY TIRING , especially when you're against some good athletes like Zong Lin ? & especially when you have to skip class just to practice for running . I like to skip class but not for all these :P & what else ? Hmm . Oh , Hilda just messaged me & asked me to think bout smtg for IU Day this year . It's somewhere in April but I think it's quite early to think now :O okay , maybe I'm just too lazy to think .  

Leehom's concert on the 3rd of March . Dammit ! It's so near to my exam . I mean , it's really very very near to my monthly exam . D: gonna miss out his concert AGAIN . Been waiting for him to held a concert for 1 year plus . Now he's having one but I can't make it . Aihhh . To those who are going , I don't like y'all :( wonder when is he gonna have another concert . So anyways , Valentine's Day is near ! It's 29th today & a few more days to February . Should I be happy that Valentine's Day is near ? I don't know . Don't even know what will happen on that day . Shall leave it to God . 

Hehehe , I think I'm asking too much but I want a Burberry perfume for either my 2nd monthsary OR Valentine's Day . * HINTHINTHINT * 

Ciao . Goodnight . Hope I don't die tomorrow :P 

Saturday ! :D

I suddenly have the urge to blog at this hour . It's 12 now . Approximately 1 & a half hours more til he's free to chat with me . ANYWAY , straight to the point . 

Woke up at 10.15 this morning by a phone call from my Chemistry tuition teacher saying that I have tuition at 10.30 later . ZOMG ! Was rushing like hell to go for tuition but I was still late for tuition . Very late lol . Felt so awkward walking into the class when he was teaching . Skipped my breakfast so I was pretty hungry til I didn't really have the mood to listen to him :( so while I was having tuition , Chan called me & asked me out for lunch later at 2 at Berlins :) it was really a last minute plan . After all the naggings from mom , finally she allowed me to go but in one condition , NO DRINKING . Drinking as in drinking alcoholic drinks but anyways , I did so ... I'm sorry , mom . Got back from tuition at around 1.45 & quickly rushed there . Reached there quite late & I thought I was the late one but see see , she was the late one -.- waited for her for like 10 minutes . IT IS VERY LONG WHEN YOU GET NAGGINGS & LECTURES FROM YOUR MOM IN THE CAR . Uhh noi ying ! So anyways , she reached Berlins at 2.30 & we quickly went to sit down & ordered our food cause we did not have breakfast :( sooo , we started our private convo . Yes , very private . Only between both of us :) after all the eating & drinking & talking , we wanted to get Chatime but unfortunately it was really packed . Packed as in the queue was freaking long . So forget bout it . Headed to Parade after that . Yep , we walked there :) we were actually planning to ' shop ' there but Parade was very packed as well . Oh thank God we did not plan to go to Jusco or else we will really regret . Went to Starbucks to get mineral water & ice lemon tea . Oh , did I mention that I got a terrible headache after drinking 2 cocktails ? Yes , I did . So I had a terrible headache & gastric but no , I WASN'T DRUNK . I STILL WALKED IN A STRAIGHT LINE HEH :) finished the whole bottle of mineral water in Parade . Wow ! OH OH OH ! You know when I was walking to Parade , I passed by Healy Mac's . The place where my boyf is currently working at ! :D  passed by there & the 1st two people I saw was Karti & Julian . Turned & waved at Karti & I thought I could see the boyf but too bad , I couldn't . :( after the so-called shopping in Parade , we headed back to Greentown . We were planning to sit at Chatime & chill but last minute plan again heh :) we ended up sitting at Healy Mac's . Gosh , I was so shy lol ! I mean , Chan kept on calling Harold to come to our place wts . & I didn't dare to look up cause I know I would definitely blush , A LOT . So yes . But at the end I looked up cause I couldn't resist looking down ALL THE TIME . Plus , I was having headache so I guess it's not good to look down all the time . So I finally looked up & I SAW HIM OMG ! So after all these Chan's grandma was here to fetch us back already :( that was fast man . 

Anyways , I really had fun today . Minus the headache & gastric . Though I only got to see him for a few minutes , or maybe only for a few seconds , but I'm satisfied & happy . Better than nothing :) so now there's like 1 more hour to go . I shall wait for him patiently . 

Ciao . Goodnight . 

25 / 01 / 2011 * lovessss *

It's the 25th of January :) yes , this day is very special to me . If you happened to read this , yes , this is for you . Let's start off with last last year , which is 2010 . That's the year I met you in Dawnn's house . We had so much fun especially at night when you & Sean tried to scare us ;) that was the most memorable time I had with you . & after that night , I slightly had a crush on you & yes , I couldn't believe it at 1st . So after the stay over , we started talking & stuffs like that . That was this day I got so serious for God knows what reason & I finally confessed to you . I thought you would say we better be friends or smtg but surprisingly , you actually liked me too . I shall skip what happened in between . You once disliked me cause of my attitude . Me being too ' siu hei ' & me being angry way too fast . So , from the dislike part to the hate part . You once hated me & I have no idea why . I think you have no idea why as well right ? So after all these shits , I think I have not been talking to you for 1 year plus . Til last year , before my PMR . I really couldn't believe that you actually still love me . I was really confused at that moment . I was with DK & you suddenly said that you still like me ? That's .... WOW ! Hahaha . So again , I shall skip what happened between me & him . When I was really really down , til I felt like crying , you were there for me . You had to study for your SPM but you didn't care & accompanied me til late night . You talked to me , you made me laughed , you made me smiled , & in the end , you made me happy & feel loved . After everything we've gone through , you proposed to me . I have never expected all these to happen & it was just nice , I was in S'pore that time . I mean , I was pretty shocked when you sent me that message on the 25th of December , which was on Christmas . 1 day before I was kinda sad cause it was raining nonstop & I expected my Christmas to be not-so-good cause of the stupid weather there . But it turned out super good cause of that 1 message from you . You made me smiled all day long even though the weather on that day wasn't that good . :) & in this 1 month , we have been doing good . We so far did not have any arguments . Okay , maybe we had but through the apologies from us , everything was fine after that . Soooo .....

HAPPY 1ST MONTHSARY , DARLING ! :D THANKS FOR EVERYTHING . THANKS FOR CALLING ME EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE TIRED . YOU NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME SMILE ALL THE TIME . I LOVE YOU SO MUCH , DARLING <3 :*  

Backkkk!

Have not been blogging since Idon'tknowwhen. So yes, I'm back to blogging. Miss blogger a lot. Gonna be quite active in it this year :) so now it's CNY holidays. 1 week of holidays but tons of homework. The so-called ang pau from the teachers :/ 3 weeks of school but it feels like 3 months of school. Never ending homework. Going crazy soon I tell you. OH & our mod maths teacher, Pn. Tuan is on her maternity leave. No mod maths for 3 months. There goes my mod maths teacher. As usual, joining Interact Club this year. Can't believe that I actually got a post in Interact Club. Anyways, quite happy with my post. Asst. IU Director. Gonna be real active in co-curriculum activities this year. I need my koko marks. Have I mentioned I am in 4th Unit Rangers now? Yesss! :D rangers all the way. #semangat hahaha. So, we are going to MGS Gathering this year on the 25th of February! :) 1 day before Yeeng's birthday & ...... heheh ...... smtg laaaa :) <3 planning to join marching this year, again. Need to go for audition tho. I will just give it a try. Kinda scared for competition this year. We are like, against SMI & ACS & AMC. Of course not only these schools. There are more. It's just that those other schools are not as 'geng' as the 3 schools I mentioned above :/ 

If you ever read this, yes, this is for you! :) 27 days with you <3 gonna be 1 month soon. Yes! Wednesdayyy :D 27 days with you & you never fail to make me smile even though I'm down :) remember the 4hours & 40minutes phone call? Remember how you said 'I love you' to me on the phone? Remember what you tweeted using my Twitter account? :) Sooo .....

HAPPY 1ST MONTHSARY IN ADVANCE, DARLING! I LOVE YOU ALWAYS <3 

P/S: Sorry I can't mention your name here. You know who you are. Again, I love you :) <3

MAMA 2011 :D

Just a short update on yesterday's MAMA 2011. It was really a good show. Kudos to all the Korean artists. Didn't think of watching it though my Fb newsfeed & Twitter timeline were filled with all the updates bout MAMA. But I ended up watching it on 8TV & I definitely did not regret watching it! :D it was so awesome & I myself spammed Twitter a lot 'til one of my friends asked me to stop doing that :D haha. I've always liked Super Junior but now I just totally love them. They made my day though I wasn't watching that live. If I were there I would be definitely high & screaming like a crazy girl. THEY'RE SO FRIGGING HOT & CUTE & AWESOME! 

SUPER JUNIORRRRRR :D <3 

Wishlist?

Okay, Christmas is near & I want to buy lots of things! Just hope Santa / someone buys me one of the items below & I'll definitely be the happiest girl on the planet & I will give the person who buys me one of the items below A BIG BIG HUG :D Christmas presents or maybe my farewell presents. Heh :) & oh, don't worry. I don't ask for expensive stuffs. Maybe a bit expensive :) heh.

1. A Polaroid camera :)

2. An iPod 5G. ( You might think that I'm stupid, but yeah, I don't need an iPhone cause I already have a nice phone ).

3. A watch from Swatch. 

4. A white Christmas tree in my room. My very own Christmas tree :)

Aight, currently only have 4 on my mind now. More to come, but just not at this hour. Can't think of anything I want now. :) that's all for now heh. :) 

Here I am helplessly trying to post out every lil' frustrations and thoughts.

Today is the 13th of June which is the first day of school for the 3rd term. OMGGG!

This is so fast. Just wish that time could pause for a moment.

Homeworks undone, assignments undone :/

Nowadays I'm really tired.

I'm not sure what happen to me but I guess I was too busy with school stuffs and gathering.

Yeahh, gathering was last Saturday which is 2 days ago.

I joined marching. ONLY marching, which kinda tensed me up sometimes.

Well, I'm not trying to say that I regretted joining it but sometimes I think I'm WAY TOO ACTIVE in guides.

Seriously tensed me up the other day.

I know I was wrong.

And I don't mind if you insulted me or something.

But you can just tell me straight in the face.

Don't need to talk bad bout me or anything.

And c'mon, you're my friend. I know you were tensed up too, but can you please don't release your anger on me?

I have my limit too.

I can't take it, seriously.

But now I think I'm okay with it since it's over.

The day before gathering was really tiring.

Tired of practicing and plus, the next day had to wake up early to go to school and practiced one last time.

Really appreciate the one last time.

I kept on reminding myself NOT TO DO any mistakes but I screwed up on the day itself.

And the mistake is super obvious cause I was just standing RIGHT in front of the judges.

Well, maybe this was the first time so yeahh..

Kinda nervous for it. My heart kept on beating when they were spot checking our uniforms.

Maybe I'm not mean to be in marching.

I like marching but I suck in it.

I admit okay. I suck in marching.

You like it, but you suck in it, so what's the point of joining?

I don't wanna bring troubles to others anymore.

Right after marching I went back to the class and just sat there.

Really very tired.

Joined signature hunt competition though I was really tired.

My muscles are aching.

Could barely run but I didn't care.

But anyways, Roseveen won.

Gathering night.

We tried our very best to beat all the schools but unfortunately, we did not make it 6 times in a row.

Well, I'm not trying to blame anyone.

It wasn't anyone's fault.

Okay, maybe it was also part of the judges' fault.

ONLY SOME dislike our form5's.

And you yourself should know who you are.

I'm not mentioning anyone here.

MARK MY WORDS.

I'M NOT MENTIONING ANYONE.

I just telling.

Skipped the awards thingy cause don't really feel like talking bout it.

Quite disappointing.

Okay, fine. We did not get overall champion.

But wtheckk. No more gatherings?!

Damn itttt!

But anyways, we will try our very best to convince Pn.Lim and other teachers and fight back the crown.

LISTEN UP!

This is the FIRST and LAST time for you guys to have the crown.

Next year, (that's if Pn.Lim let) we're not gonna give you that.

LOL I know I'm mean but yeahh..

Okay, what now?

Juneeee :/

Study and exams and study and more examsss.

Trials in about 2 months time and wtheck am I doing now?!

Sometimes I get really pissed of myself.

I don't like studying, who does?

I'm not the only one.

There are a whole lot of people don't like studying but we just have to.

I don't like forcing myself to do something that I don't like but I'm forced to do so.

Open day is in about two weeks time.

And what now? Obviously my parents will screw me for getting bad results.

I really dropped a lot.

I've no idea what happened to me.

My results are so shitty.

I myself don't even dare to look at my results.

I say this to myself every time.

"Study Ann, study! Stop facebooking and tweeting!"

But every single time I will end up facing the laptop or television.

Sighhh :/

I'm so useless. And I seriously HOPE this is gonna be my last post till PMR's over.

I think I shall stop here.

So byeeee :) See you guys after PMR :D