Here I am helplessly trying to post out every lil' frustrations and thoughts.
Today is the 13th of June which is the first day of school for the 3rd term. OMGGG!
This is so fast. Just wish that time could pause for a moment.
Homeworks undone, assignments undone :/
Nowadays I'm really tired.
I'm not sure what happen to me but I guess I was too busy with school stuffs and gathering.
Yeahh, gathering was last Saturday which is 2 days ago.
I joined marching. ONLY marching, which kinda tensed me up sometimes.
Well, I'm not trying to say that I regretted joining it but sometimes I think I'm WAY TOO ACTIVE in guides.
Seriously tensed me up the other day.
I know I was wrong.
And I don't mind if you insulted me or something.
But you can just tell me straight in the face.
Don't need to talk bad bout me or anything.
And c'mon, you're my friend. I know you were tensed up too, but can you please don't release your anger on me?
I have my limit too.
I can't take it, seriously.
But now I think I'm okay with it since it's over.
The day before gathering was really tiring.
Tired of practicing and plus, the next day had to wake up early to go to school and practiced one last time.
Really appreciate the one last time.
I kept on reminding myself NOT TO DO any mistakes but I screwed up on the day itself.
And the mistake is super obvious cause I was just standing RIGHT in front of the judges.
Well, maybe this was the first time so yeahh..
Kinda nervous for it. My heart kept on beating when they were spot checking our uniforms.
Maybe I'm not mean to be in marching.
I like marching but I suck in it.
I admit okay. I suck in marching.
You like it, but you suck in it, so what's the point of joining?
I don't wanna bring troubles to others anymore.
Right after marching I went back to the class and just sat there.
Really very tired.
Joined signature hunt competition though I was really tired.
My muscles are aching.
Could barely run but I didn't care.
But anyways, Roseveen won.
Gathering night.
We tried our very best to beat all the schools but unfortunately, we did not make it 6 times in a row.
Well, I'm not trying to blame anyone.
It wasn't anyone's fault.
Okay, maybe it was also part of the judges' fault.
ONLY SOME dislike our form5's.
And you yourself should know who you are.
I'm not mentioning anyone here.
MARK MY WORDS.
I'M NOT MENTIONING ANYONE.
I just telling.
Skipped the awards thingy cause don't really feel like talking bout it.
Quite disappointing.
Okay, fine. We did not get overall champion.
But wtheckk. No more gatherings?!
Damn itttt!
But anyways, we will try our very best to convince Pn.Lim and other teachers and fight back the crown.
LISTEN UP!
This is the FIRST and LAST time for you guys to have the crown.
Next year, (that's if Pn.Lim let) we're not gonna give you that.
LOL I know I'm mean but yeahh..
Okay, what now?
Juneeee :/
Study and exams and study and more examsss.
Trials in about 2 months time and wtheck am I doing now?!
Sometimes I get really pissed of myself.
I don't like studying, who does?
I'm not the only one.
There are a whole lot of people don't like studying but we just have to.
I don't like forcing myself to do something that I don't like but I'm forced to do so.
Open day is in about two weeks time.
And what now? Obviously my parents will screw me for getting bad results.
I really dropped a lot.
I've no idea what happened to me.
My results are so shitty.
I myself don't even dare to look at my results.
I say this to myself every time.
"Study Ann, study! Stop facebooking and tweeting!"
But every single time I will end up facing the laptop or television.
Sighhh :/
I'm so useless. And I seriously HOPE this is gonna be my last post till PMR's over.
I think I shall stop here.
So byeeee :) See you guys after PMR :D
